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im feeling quite upset today, i duno why. like just very upset, at nothing in particular.
why..
i think listening to plain white t's makes me upset and sad. sigh.
i bloody hope this is not a sign of depression.. n my throat hurts as well. bummer.
i wana go shopping.. soon.. i really need to do something, spend some money, coming soon. if not i duno what to do with myself. o fuck. its starting again..
im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
im trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you.
but you know its not working out
cuz youre all thats on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind.
well i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and you didnt mean to fall in love, but you did
and i didnt mean to love you back but i did.
im sitting here tryin to convince myself
that youre not the one for me
but the more i think, the less i believe it
and the more i want you here with me
you know the holidays are coming up
i dont want to spend them alone
memories of christmas time with you
will just kill me if im on my own
but i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and you didnt mean to fall in love but you did
and i didnt mean to love you back
we know its not the smartest thing to do
we just cant seem to get it right
but what i wouldnt give to have one more night
and i didnt mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
and i didnt mean to give you chills
the way that i kiss
and i didnt mean to fall in love but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back but you know you did
i shouldnt say i didnt love you back cuz i know i did
no you didnt mean to love me back
but you did.
(im not talking about anyone too btw.)
and do you know that the mad happy crazy people are truly sad inside, i duno about whether its true for the opposite, but the people who seem happy on the outside are really the sad ones.
i duno, just my opinion.
